Sylvied is playing with Nursemyra today…

Ok..this time I am doing it…I am taking part in T-shirt Friday taking place over at NurseMyra……I love her blog, Nursy  is beautiful, sassy, highly intelligent and prepared to reward her readers every Friday with a little glimpse of her underwear….She is one of the smartest blogger I have come across and I have learnt soooo much since reading her blog…

So…I am playing along this Friday…this is by far the most daring thing I have ever done on the blogosphere yet…whatever you do don’t tell the boss

oh and yesssss…I am momentarily holding my breath on this shot…it’s ok…no one was watching…x

That was not a big deal

Thinking thinking thinking…my grey cells have been rubbing hard against each others and I fear not to have any left…I “think” it has now affected my sleep…

Last night I had the strangest dream of all…you might be able to translate it for me if you believe in that sort of things…

For an unknown reason I found myself thrown out in the air from a plane with no parachutes but holding on to one of my son’s toy: a light wooden plane. I realize how pathetic the situation is and think: “that’s it I am going to die”- the ground is getting closer and closer and I even fly past many men in parachutes floating gently in the air while my fall is throwing me straight into an early grave.

That’s normally the moment in a nightmare when it stops and we wake up sweating with a racing heart. But the dream carried on, as I hit the floor I closed my eyes and crossed my legs and landed on my feet! I looked around and walked on casually thinking to myself “that was not a big deal”.

Most things in life are not a big deal, WE make it a big deal…that’s what I have decided to remind myself while pondering on the next big decisions that should affect every aspects of our lives. I also have decided that whatever decisions we end up taking as a family it will be the right one for all the good reasons.

I am very lucky to have a fantastic family and friends, a husband that I love, children that could not make me more proud, the chance to get involved in a business that has so much future and potentials. So things are good, very good. x

Empty moment

I am sorry for neglecting my blog over the last few days. I have several reasons, we flew back to UK to reunite with our children who enjoyed 2 weeks in Scotland with their grand-parents. My laptop does follow but internet access is limited to work only.

Time there was divided between work, family and visiting friends. Every minute is counted but well spent. It is also always an emotional strain. A smack in a face in fact. This time was the worst one I experienced yet.

I came face to face with the consequences of our move to France 2 years ago. Tears in my daughters eyes at the thought of living her loved one behind and not knowing when will be the next time she will spend a cherish stolen 24/48 hours with her friends and family made me weep for the last two days.

I wept on the plane for my daughter’s sorrow, for my friends, for the giggles shared and shear happiness to see someone we love and care for deeply.

We are back now. The four of us. We are all swinging back into our world and roles but this time it feels harder…


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